This Card Holds a Pledge of Hope - Promise
Inside this card
Many times I have smothered you with my expectations, holding you back from the freedom you need.
Many times I have considered letting you go to explore beyond me, but the fear of losing you has been too great.
Instead I held you captive, shackled by the negative thoughts and feelings our separation or our differences induce.
What I logically think and how I feel leaves me in a duplicitous hold, as your need for freedom or individuality leads me into unyielding feelings of peril.
"What if something happens to you?"
"What if you don't need me anymore?"
In essence I have offered you freedom to explore your individuality, as long as it falls within the boundaries of my consent.
Find patience in your heart as I work toward the freedom your heart desires, with the understanding that the fear I hold is only a reminder from an existence past not a premonition of what is to come.
Lyrics© Lisa Holmes 2012